I'm Not Happy With The State Where I'm AT

If I were to be honest about being angry and sad about the state of where I am, it would be about these things:

the skills I haven't developed in myself yet----- these things>>>>
when I don't know about something, I don't assume I know.  I LOOK IT UP
when I want to do something, but I feel intimidated by it.  I LOOK IT UP, AND I LEARN ABOUT IT.
When I want to do something, and I have some knowledge, but I have a specific concern about what I am doing, I LOOK IT UP REGARDING THAT SPECIFIC CONCERN.

When I feel like I don't have enough money to do what I want- get lasik, move to another country- then I LOOK UP ALL THE DIFFERENT POSSIBLE WAYS TO MAKE MONEY AND I TRY THEM ALL

When there are ways that I think that I could help myself, I DO THEM.

When I feel jealous about something that someone else is doing, I PARTICIPATE.

I hope to make this blog be a written documentation of the ways and things that I do in line with these skill-improving ways of living.